13 June 2005

bisexual awakening

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chocolate-covered cherry
holy vows of heaven
solar flares erupting
every body welcome
love was the only labor
you knit me together

city of self-interest
good faith sweethearts
pleasure of the many people
eyes unfocused
tracking down
that family feeling
safe ?

the dungeon doors are closing
left to right around me
peace and picture privacy
but lately ive been worn away
will i survive awakening ?

her soul could fill
a swimming pool
the honey sucked
her loving words
a voice like mine

raring fairy umber
you recognize my pouring blood
persistence frantic
lavishing my stardust love
celebrating god's creation
sitting on a shiny pillow
sunken-in

my senior banquet
bag collecting crepe de chine
the budding silk web
sending symbols card included
figments from the distant people
loyalty and optimistic chances
counting days by nights

betrayed by god
to all intents and purpose
seems to make her unafraid
fearfully and wonderful
her dirty human touch
my sloppy school boots kicked
floating skyward to the heavens

how it feels to be hellbound
evolving
decoding war and granting peace

she took two drinking glasses
late-night typed me email hearts
rose red spraypaint representing
splashed over placards
when winter has ended
in our double life or after
return the sun courageous
warmer than friends
closer than sisters
boys cant do it like we do

fall to pieces
catching needless verdicts
exposed by artificial light
no more secrets
no more lockets
while im young and strong
pieces in her swirling wind
ribbons of my many colors
traveling the murky world

foreclosures in fat times
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